Friday, February 06, 2009

Does he know?

Does he know that everyday I still miss him? I told him I would before he died, but does he know now that he's gone?
Does he know that today I got on Mark's bike trainer, looked to the shelves on the side, saw one of his tools in a case on which he'd written MARVENTANO, and I cried?
Does he know just how much of a space he had in my life? I sure didn't until he was gone. He was just Jim and I was just Judi, and we just were.
Now I'm just Judi, and I wonder...is he out there somewhere being just Jim, and does he know about the space?

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